Ambition Has a Cost That's Not Always Worth It

New novel Soul Toll explores what we lose when we follow the expected path — and how we can reclaim what matters most

BOSTON, Oct. 2, 2025 /PRNewswire/ -- In the push-pull struggle for career success, we can too easily lose sight of our true selves and compromise our inner peace. For many, there comes a reckoning: do we trade ambition for freedom?

In Anusia Gillespie's new novel, Soul Toll – For Anyone Who Has Ever Wondered if Success Is Enough (Available on Amazon/Oct. 7, 2025), she gives readers an insider's look at the hidden costs of our high-performance culture and what it takes to break free. Gillespie, a lawyer by training, offers a parable for what happens when we choose to live a soulless existence.

"I wrote Soul Toll because I kept meeting high achievers, myself included, who'd climbed all the right ladders only to feel strangely hollow at the top. I wanted to give readers a story that names the quiet trades we make for comfort and recognition and invites them to ask whether those trades are worth the cost," said Gillespie. "Through Ember's journey, I hope people see that reclaiming their light isn't about abandoning ambition; it's about remembering who they are and daring to build success that feels whole."

Her protagonist, a young attorney battling purposelessness and exhaustion in the grind of her corporate career, is called to embark on a harrowing quest. She must summon all her inner strength and light to restore goodness – or become extinguished. Gillespie's fantasy novel speaks to the contemporary dilemma of adhering to a cut-throat path to success or veering off to pursue what aligns with our soul. Early reviews have heralded her unique approach.

"Gillespie's supernatural tale mixes motivational ideas with fantasy elements … an imaginative, genre-blurring novel." — Kirkus Reviews

This provocative and electrifying debut novel represents the natural next chapter in Gillespie's career of building frameworks that help people learn, grow and transform — from legal innovation and Gen AI enablement to yoga and personal alignment. At the heart of her work is a drive to decode complexity and create accessible pathways forward. All involve letting go of fear, mining inner courage and engaging in self-discovery. Gillespie's "Soul Toll Yoga Flow" guided courses extend that work, offering a conduit to awaken, surrender and learn to trust through uncertainty.

She has already begun bringing the book's world of Resonance into real-life experiences, leading immersive yoga and reading workshops that invite participants to step inside the novel's themes and return grounded, inspired and more connected to themselves. Early sessions have reached capacity and drawn enthusiastic attendee responses. Attendees said they left "feeling empowered," "different … I feel the change," and inspired to bring the workshop "on the road."

Soul Toll is more than just a fictional tale; it's a call to awaken. It's a narrative guide that explores the same themes that Gillespie has taught in boardrooms and on the mat — fear of change, loss of identity, risk vs. reward — and invites readers into a journey of clarity and alignment.

Key Messages: Drawing from her own soul-crushing experience in the law profession and her evolution into a multidimensional thought leader for individual transformation and wellness, Gillespie addresses:

• What to do if the path you're on is leading you away from who you're meant to be
• How to face the forces that keep you tethered to the life you only thought you wanted
• How to move through fear and discomfort to reclaim your purpose
• How yoga and mindfulness ground the inner work you must undertake to accompany outer change

Soul Toll offers a story-driven playbook for finding one's way back to what matters most. It's a soul-stirring journey that reveals a transformation of awakening and illustrates the difference we can make for ourselves when our quest is not for greatness, but for wholeness.

About the Author
ANUSIA GILLESPIE is a lawyer-turned-novelist and RYT-200 certified yoga instructor. Her work moves fluidly between innovation in GenAI for the legal industry and the timeless journey of personal transformation. Her debut novel, Soul Toll (Oct. 7, 2025), marries high-achieving ambition with spiritual awakening, drawing on her years in corporate law, legal innovation, and yoga.

Before turning to fiction, she held executive roles in law and innovation — from leadership and program development work at Harvard Law School's Executive Education, to serving as Head of Innovation at Eversheds Sutherland, and shaping service transformation at UnitedLex. More recently, she helped scale legal learning solutions as Chief Strategy & Growth Officer at SkillBurst Interactive.

Whether she's training lawyers on GenAI adoption or guiding others through yoga and mindfulness, Anusia champions the inner work that must accompany outer change.

Learn more at www.anusiagillespie.com.

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